19th march 1990, pisces.

paris is love and she wants to backpack there

music is essential

loves to love and cherish love

love sexy and fun-loving people.

victoria beckham and megan fox are hot. IDOL! ♥

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lynnette michelle junliang serena leonard johnathan nana rafiq
jacyln yeapjun georgina choomin peiyu
cxindy cyndy lifang lisa xiumei cercer
jasmin yimei sabrina meifang azri kasminah ain fiza jave charlene
ammala elaine kimmy yvonne jonathan ben
shikang prislin angela jianhan darryl siling sinyee shirin adeline gregory
rach rara wendy farah gemx serene xinrou kokboon kristy jasper sabby
siti zakia jason sherman
gil annie serena yenfang zhiyang feraldine cheris cindy shili lexi takeshi
xiaxue dawn ice angel celeste charmeddiva caiwei nira mayi rice baby cheeser dowager wendy felicia

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Sunday, August 2, 2009
i've move to

Saturday, August 1, 2009
Not too good a day.
Everything is going back to square.
But ts okay for tomorrow is gonna be a better day. Next week gonna be eventful too.
Slowly, i would get out of these nonsense.
I hope it rains tonight.

Thursday, July 30, 2009
i wanna blog but blogger is being such a slut and i can't do anything about it.
i'm thinking of changing to live journal.
problem now is, i find LJ really complicating and i need time to get used to it.
i nearly gone mad just by trying to figure out how to change the background of live journal in class today.
till then.

Sunday, July 12, 2009
真的不知道因该这么办。who can help and save me? i give you money. ):

Saturday, July 11, 2009
I am in the pit of my entire 19 years life.
never felt so down before.
for i know i have no one no nothing.


love, ling

Friday, July 10, 2009
Oprah wrote this about men…

1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
2. If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay.
3. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that’s not meant to be.
6. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
7. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can’t “be friends”.
8. A friend wouldn’t mistreat a friend. Don’t settle.
9. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
10. Don’t stay because you think “it will get better”.
11. You’ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
12. The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
13. Avoid men who’ve got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
14. He didn’t marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?
15. Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
16. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
17. If something bothers you, speak up.
18. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
19. You cannot change a man’s behavior. Change comes from within.
20. Don’t EVER make him feel he is more important than you are…even if he has more education or in a better job.
21. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
22. Never let a man define who you are.
23. Never borrow someone else’s man.
24. If he cheated with you, he’ll cheat on you.
25. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
26. All men are NOT dogs.
27. You should not be the one doing all the bending…compromise is a two way street.
28. You need time to heal between relationships. There is nothing cute about baggage… Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.
29. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you… a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals… look for someone complimentary. ..not supplementary.
30. Dating is fun…even if he doesn’t turn out to be Mr. Right.
31. Make him miss you sometimes… when a man always know where you are, and you’re always readily available to him – he takes it for granted.
32. Never move into his mother’s house.
33. Never co-sign for a man.
34. Don’t fully commit to a man who doesn’t give you everything that you need.
35. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Had recently found an inspiring blog which i think kinda make me health conscious -Fay Hokulani

“You see, life is never forever, and things come only once.
You don’t know how long you’ll get to keep things,
and you’ll never know how long you’ll get to live.
But as long as you know you’ve got something in your life you love
and cherish so much, make the best of it.

Because one day,
when you least expect it,
you could lose the most important thing in your life
you set your whole future for.
Take care of things while they’re still small,
and most of all take much care of the people you love.
Because one day,
it just might be too late to take care of anything.”


Monday, July 6, 2009
It was a beautiful sunday night.

The weather is cool and chilling after the heavy rain.
and the city is embraced with the lights from the other families.
i especially love weather like this ♥
the long walk home seems the most enjoyable.

& before that met up with 2 irritating people over at vivo.

As usual, my sunday morning is filled with 20000 messages.
& most of the time all the messages are nonsense.
& almost all the time, the messages are from choomin and jacylnseeyuanting.
(oh choomin said we should call me min fro tht day onwards)
anyway, decided to meet up with jacyln over at vivo to buy hoola hoop. ♥
called choo min and she decided to come down meet us too.
Thus me and jacyln decided to chill at ToyRus before choomin arrival.
and i saw this super cute bear that i want for my birthday♥

and it is super hugee!!
play around with the hoola hoop and found this magical green thing that allow me to hit jacyln till i happy.

but unfortunately while she ran, she found another one and we fought for 15 min.
was panting after that. hahahahha!
and our choo min finally came thus went carl junior for the beef fries! xD
took damn long to decide actually but finally settle down.
and stupid beef fries out of stock!
Talk about RP H1N1 and choo min got afriad of me.
shop around after that (:

went for chicken soup and home!
oh oh! and we bought bestfriends neckalces too!
hahah like stupid

met up the next day for movie - land of the lost
like super super super funny!!!
today - met up again.

BYE! ♥

Sunday, July 5, 2009
you had been insensitive for 2 years already.
& friday what i saw was really getting on my nerves.
you chose them over us and lie.
heartbreaking and very very irritating.
but it somehow made me reflect back on everything.
how stupid i am and how weak-willed and soft hearted i had been. worth a laugh.
and it really spolit my mood for the rest of the day though.
& there are times that i really hate you but short tempered i am, it went away shortly.
but somehow, i know there should be a limit, if i am able to really let it go. people change.
why should i allow myself to go through this?
3 donts
dont care
dont ask
dont bother.

Thursday, July 2, 2009
You know there are time you feel like you had done enough yet wasn't appreciated and you ask yourself why are you even trying? You feel like your life will continue this way and die yet no one even give a damn. Every day every night is the same old routine.

I'm feeling like this now. There are people who treat you with all those sweet words only when you are needed for a favor return. After that, they can survive weeks and months without contact. You are of no use to them already. Its a general aspect and i am not pinpointing to anyone.

& i realise it had been difficult for be to be as sociable as i once be. i dun want to.
hahah... just a random thought (:

anyway, take care Jasper, i believe H1N1 wont bring you down. (: